wooahh.

was eating when mum suddenly brought up our malacca trip issue..
& then i realised..
YA!
The day after tomorrow I WILL BE OFF TO MALACCA!!!!!!

AND BEI IS GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a BIG BIG PHEW~~~~

okay, maybe im kinda slow or retard..
but.. time really flies..
SATURDAY!!!!!

lol.

and then!
the next thursday!
O.o

CLASS BBQ~
really really really hope that he will come..
(& i think this is the nth times i've been saying this)

but whatsoever,
glad that yawn is not going for her guides stuff on tt day.

oh.
and ahmu called me this morning.
lol. scary sia.
anyway, talked a few things out.
felt better =]
just hope that if she got stuff to tell me, just tell ME.
dont go telling others,
then end up others telling me distorted truths.
i mean. we cant deny tt there are ppl who just like meddling.
and stuff...


u know..

BUT ANYWAY~
haha..
i will try not to make that same mistake again.
AS in really TRY MY BEST~~
^^"

& she asked me this qn,
if i knew that i had only 10mins of my life left,
what will i do?

hmmm. what will u do?

then w/o thinking i just replied:
" be wif my family (="

she was like : "hurhhh.. i thot u will say tat one lor."

so i said.." " yah if got more time i will try to tell all my frens i love them.."

ah mu: " NO. i thought u were going to say S0* I l.ve Y.u or sth.."

it then occur to me that he wasnt even in my mind at that time.

yea, maybe in the most crucial moments
things that seemed impt may not as be.
those things we had taken for granted for a very long time
may somehow become the most precious things on earth..

i dont know..

i've learnt to let him go.
but i dont know how to forget him!!!!
T~T


*sighs*

ZzZzZ.
tuitor gave a lot of hw lehs.
sians.

luckily its all bio.

OH! YA another thing.
i've realised that i've been keeping this blog FOR A YEAR!!!

WOOHOO!!

i mean, for the previous yr..
i tried keeping one blog for a long time but realised i always failed.
because i realised i couldnt blog what i want to on that blog.
& everytime i tried to blog abt my basic opinions OR frustration..
i have to think if anyone is reading it..
as in..
if anyone who reads it will make a big fuss over it.

NOW.
i guess i dont have to care that much..
and thats why my blog SURVIVED!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!

i think sooner or later..
i can really blog what i want w/o caring if others will to read it or whatsoever.

( i wont blog vulgarities la. i mean im free to post my harmless opinions w/o hurting anybody who think im hurting them=])

WAN4 SUI4 to xy's bloggie~~~

this is lame uh?

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